Past..Present..Future

i wonder is something wrong with me..
i guess not ..
its the desire to be in love.. to love some one and to be loved..
its a desire , most desired by not just me but one and all..
..

you come near as a friend.. and fall in love ..
and then u come nearer as a lover and then u see the imperfections..
and u decide to be better as a friend than as a lover..
..
but this time ..
i want you neither as a friend nor as a lover..
since i see hope... to find some one..
to love and to be loved.. to fight and to forgive ..to just be there for eachother..
with this hope i live every moment,.
its this hope that strengthens me and gives me a reason to live and love life:)..