Mistake

mistakes i made..the reason im living this hell ..
he left me but why ..
i should ve been more loving and caring
considerate and understanding..
it was my mistake i wanted more something better...
i feared tat he wud become like ta person i hated most..
the fear made me say things i should have never said..
i wanted what he would not give me tats y he left me..
and im broken and suffering..
wasnt it for him i would not have learnt this lesson.
now i am a better person..

and he became exactly the person i feared that he wud..